Ooo thanks to Jing for whipping up all our fav foods on my last day, for Daphne for ordering sakae sushi and everyone else for sharing to treat me, for everyone who has taken care of me during my stay at Culina, for Annezza egg Pon for buying breakfast for me from time to time, for breaking my cold turkey, and for all the crazy times we shared! (Details at break-th-silent.blogspot.com) Will keep thoughts of u guys close to me, Annezza Pon, Xu Wenjing, Oh Jiemin, Jamie, Jenny, Jonathan, Andrew, Amanda, Chris, Kim, Daphne, all the staffs at hq and outlets, thank you!!! You guys rock! (: *hearts and fuzzy warm memories* (:

Loves much!
melmel(:

This past week has left me reflecting alot on my life, and looking back on things i knew i had given up, but i didn't realise i had actually given up so much. Mostly friends, since a long time ago, things we shared, times we spent together. As i look at photos of them still hanging out and changes in their lives, a prick enters my heart. I could have been part of them, my heart tells me. But as i recollect, i remember why i had done stuffs like that. Guess i don't do such things anymore.

Spent lost time with darling, catching up on stuffs we used to do before i started work. Both are good, in different ways (:

Tml's darling's paper, good luck my love! (:

Yip Mun yesterday, best show i've watched in a long time. About how Yip Mun was trying to teach Wing Chun, which wasn't famous at that point of time. Until one day Liang challenged him to a duel, and Yip Mun won (obviously). Liang requested Yip Mun to be his master and brought more and students under Yip. He also created trouble for Yip, but turned out to be a blessing in disguise when Yip fought and won other renowned masters and made Wing Chun one of the recognised martial arts.

At that time, Hung, the martial arts head, who had connections with the British, was biased against Yip. He tried to prevent Yip from gaining public recognition for Wing Chun by personally duelling with him and not taking any action when his students caused trouble at Yip's practice place, causing Yip and his students to lose his rights to carry out further practices on the rooftop.

Yip was furious and went to confront Hung. He managed to tone Hung's attitude towards him when he mentioned family ties. When Yip and his students were practising in the open the next day, Hung came by and invited them to a boxing event that he was organising.

That was when everything took a turn. Hung was killed by the British champion in the boxing ring, and Yip set out to beat the obnoxious champion to teach and spread Chinese culture and values, as well as stand up for Chinese kungfu on behalf on Hung.

I did not know half of what was going to happen, so i was literally! kept to the edge of my seat until the show ended. The emotions were so strong and the fighting so good that the live audience in the cinema cheered when Yip won! I loved the part at the end when he defeated the boxer. It was phenomenal.

5 more working days to go! Can't wait for the weekends!

Blurry eyed back to work, anne not here and wenjin outside. Zzz. Anw A-N-N-E is pronounced as 'N', A-N-N-I-E pronounced as 'N E', can be seen from examples such as minnIE, mickIE, pinkIE, daddIE, mummIE, sissIE, and not minne, micke, dadde, mumme, sisse. Get it? So technically i didn't call u by ur petname hor. The above is dedicated to ANNEZZA PON. TQ.

Darling's celebration over the weekend. Simple one but with his friends and me beside him almost the whole time. Dinner movie on fri, Universal Studios, cake, dinner, ktv, poker (them) on sat, and by yesterday we literally just lay flat on our backs and slept. Woke up, had breakfast, set up the tv, they played poker for awhile then slept again, dinner, then home for the night!

Damn shagged right now. Work piled up over the weekend. Back to busy.

I'm very good tempered i'm very good tempered i'm very good tempered. Dammit.

FF nth to do came in walk walk sit sit stand stand then say me again. Ask me how come this one haven't post how come that one haven't post. Say i'm daydreaming. I have been doing it like this all the while and she just has to come in and find  fault with me. If she wants to teach me sth new or her style i seriously don't mind. But pls do not come in and ! me upside down. I don't really want to face you (FF) and your nonsense. So ! off.

Anne is not in today and i'm gg crazy! Faster come back okay! Must be FF jealous i'm off tomorrow and tuesday and she can't, and is showing me all her vibes. Ewww. Worse thing is she made me take down the paper on my pane blocking me from her view. Bloody hell. Says she wants to see me. ! who wants to let you see can. Moreover i'll be hurting my eyes by ACCIDENTALLY letting my gaze fall on you. !.

On the brighter side, i'm off tomorrow. Wish i could never come back.

Malaysia with mummy and daddy one of the saturdays, haha was quite an experience eh. Went to place we last went more than ten years ago, but most of it was gone. Started off by cabbing down in search for Ocean and The Store. Cabbie didn't understand Ocean but was enlightened when we mentioned Store. He drove for awhile and dropped us outside and we went looking for Ocean first. We walked and walked in circles and finally found the spot where we were sure it was supposed to be. What we found instead, was a carpark. The whole shopping centre was gone! The place where we shopped ard for stationaries when sis and i were little, where we craved our kaya balls, and walked around aimlessly when mummy was still occupied with her grocery shopping. It was also where i cultivated my tinge of unforgiveness a long time ago. It subsided over the years but nv seemed to be completely gone.

When my parents saw the building gone, mummy and daddy commented that it was too old and the management was faulty. When i saw the building gone, I knew it was time to let go of the biased feeling i had kept within me for so long.

The Store was still there though, but it was nothing compared to some of the shopping centres springing up in the city.

In the end we went back to City Square for lunch and shopping! They even had Darling's and Joel's fav restaurant Kinsahi's eating competition going on! Wasted they weren't there if not for sure they will join haha and Darling will win! Then we can have munny and free noodles for a whole year!

Daddy tried Kim Gary's for the first time and it was an okay experience heh. We walked ard a bit more and stopped at White Coffee house for a drink. Daddy and Mummy ordered coffees and i ordered an Organic something with honey. I think individually the something and honey are damn nice, but tog they taste odd. Mummy said it was okay though and she finished the rest of it for me.

Darling and tony fetched us at bugis when we arrived back in singapore, and the night was out with darling tony jean after we sent parents and slacked at my home til late. Whee if only it was like that everyday =)

So much to remember this past week, so much that has touched my heart, and so blissed i feel everytime i think of all that has happened.

Friday

Night out with the guys, babes, Darling, Mich, Jean, Tony, Isaiah, and the rest!

Darling fetched me after work and headed home so that i could get ready for the night. Reached my place and sweet darling surprised me with the ring he finally went to get done for himself to match the mine. So touched i literally broke into tears. Our couple rings that belonged to us. Finally where they should be.

I strode upstairs only to realise that my house keys were still lying somewhere around the office! In the end met Jean and Tony for dinner and they surprised me with cake! Aww.. So sweet lah. Didn't expect that at all. We didn't have time to polish it though and headed back to get ready. By that time family had reached home to let us in. Tokk some time to prepare and darling settled all my texts and calls while i was at it. Rushed down to Fullerton (picked others along the way) and amidst all the chaos, we managed to reach at 11ish 12 hees.

So touched to see those who waited for us to show up, and stayed thru the night! Cheers to mich, who only came in after much difficulty

Night was high, especially for us girls! Darling settled everything for me, and time passed too fast. Haha but by the time we left, i was shagged and i was quite sure so were the rest. Had supper, and there was when i saw my supposed 'best friend' who ps me that night. I was heartbroken but luckily for me, darling was there to pull me together. Was so tired after that i slept all the way while darling fetched us back. I love that guy.

Saturday

Slept in til damn late and met grandma and family for dinner in the evening. Ate at bukit timah then home to slack a bit. Midnight darling came to fetch me and it was another night out with the gang. This time also with joel, benjy, dex, and st! Pooled nearby then back at my void deck for cake and drinks! Darling handed me my present, a Coach wallet! So cool lah. I know what darling is gg thru, and am all the more overwhelmed by his gesture. At that moment i know that i am the luckiest, most well-loved girl ever.

Thanks to tony and jean for their gift, and the rest for their company and giving in to my mad whimps

It was another crazy night, and i loved every single bit of it.

Sunday

My actual day! Church with family in the morning, then accompanied mummy to granny's house for a little chit chat (though me and sis were mostly staring at the tv set), then parkway! Darling came to join us at pakway for dinner, and ktv after. Sis and i were trying to select songs for mummy and daddy, and we ended up singing abba and beegees and teresa teng. But our pick of the night was definitely Monica by Leslie Cheung! Sis and i are like Leslie Number Two with the dance steps now! Haha!

Cake and presents at night! So many that the more i opened, the more touched i got. It started with a big stuffed toy that i thought of getting during Christmas, and sis still remembered! In the afternoon i had wanted to get socks but sis said she had alot, and turned out that mom and dad had gotten me socks already! They got me sports shirt too, a sign that i shld start getting healthy, but contradictingly got me loads of snacks as well, most likely from the mom who thinks i'm too skinny heh. Sis got me this fabulous pair of shoes (forgot the name for it) and i absolutely love it! She even got me the Show album i was raving for!!! Damn happy!!! I love my sis and parents, who think alot for me, and even though i feel i can't, i hope that somehow i can reciprocate in different ways^^

Monday

Darling fetched me from Dempsey and out to dinner with Joel and xy! Stopped by Mount Faber then to it was down to Al Forno!

Fab dinner, fab clams with white wine, fab spaghetti carbonara, tyrrells moores creek, pizza with cheese and spinach, and darling with his blacky squid ink spag! It's yucky to imagine them squeezing the ink outta the squid seriously, but it's kinda unique the way it tasted and darling looked so devilish even after he attempted to clean his mouth haha! Looked like a cute devil though *grins*

Ended the night with k!

Tuesday

Miss Annezza and Miss Jamie passed me presents! Inside the expensive box was a belt and a dress! Chio!

Doctor's after work! Waited 2 and the half hours for the doc to see my leg! I'm losing my mind

Wednesday

Movie with darling, then tuition

Thursday

Programmer with Darling and Joel to do up the website. All shld be done up by next week, so excited!

Friday

My leg's getting better, though bloody whenever the skin scrapes off. geo's down, and i'm blogging about my week haha. Looking forward to the weekend!