melmel

went back cchs jus now.. and realised i've unknowingly spent 10 years harbouring one-sided liking for a particular someone from sch! seems quite long right hees

he was from cchs and it might seem unreal, but i did like him at first sight, when we incidentally passed each other outside the sch library, when he looked into my direction and i saw his eyes.. i can still remember his expression! fell head over heels for him since then. (jus like in fairytales! haha)

we did contact awhile during sec sch days and ill always keep him company over the phone when he was at his part-time job and after his work. but i dun think he'll ever rem that.

til now, my heart still flutters whenever i think of him and the last time i met him, i was so full of nerves and tongue-tied that i could onli gaze at his face and his eyes! so noob right!!

was supposed to mit him today so that he could pass mi some stuffs, but it din happen, and totally my fault haha.

okies let mi recount some of the stuffs that took place..

today was supposed to mit him at cchs at ard 12 cos he hadta leave by 12.30. i reached the bus-stop outside cchs at 11plus (wow im not late!!) and as it was pouring like mad, i decided to stay under the shelter until the rain stopped or got lighter. by 12.20 i was getting somewhat uptight as the rain had gotten even heavier! i stil managed to get drenched despite standing under shelter. i msg him to ask if it was alright to mit the next day, but his schedule was a little tight, so he said he'd pass the stuffs to his bro to pass it to mi. i said okies and stayed at the bus-stop until finally few minutes before 1, the heavy downpour was finally reduced to a drizzle. i rushed into sch hoping id still get to mit him. the roads were flooded, my shoes and all were immersed in water, and i was soaking wet.

when i was jus outside sch, i heard that he was in the LT and thought i still had some time. i rushed to the ladies to towel dry myself before heading for the lt. but when i reached there, he had already left as he had other stuffs on. (he did let mi noe in advance tough). and not surprisingly, i was still soaked and my hair was in maggies, so i guess it was a gd thing hees.

he had passed the stuffs to his mom and i was supposed to contact her. but think she was occupied cos she din ans her hp. finally i resorted to approaching his bro. his bro was busy and i could onli wait for him to get less busy. this made it seem as if i was tagging his bro haha.

luckily ayee came in time, and we went ard the sch campus reminiscing stuffs with eunice, xinying, and alynna. eunice was taking loads of photos with her professional camera!! wow!! going ard our ole classrooms, ole audi, lib especially, and even the toilets! made it all so special. i missed the lake and definitely the company!!

ohs and when i finally managed to get thru to his mom, she said she left the stuffs with his bro! anw managed to get it from his bro after close to 2 hrs!! haha silly mi.

ayee, eunice, xinying, alynna and i went foodie hunting too!! i managed to get a drink and an ice-cream, before chancing upon bubble tea and whining to ayee that they din announce their bubble tea stall!! and ayee was funny and said as a matter-of-factly that its cos we din see and not like they were supposed to announce!! the rest shared chix rice and fries (which ayee said tasted like wedges) and oso drinks!

despite the perspiration and all the funny weathers, mi being in the rain and sun and air-con and non air-con, as well as in the satay smoke and cigarette smoke (ppl at the bus-stop smoking), we did haf fun!!

soon it was time to head home as everyone was getting somewhat tired after all the drama! we went back by broadrick way and realised some stuffs had changed! i din haf much memories of that road though as i onli used it when e few of us escaped to the shopping malls after sch!

sec sch life was jus so wonderful!!