26th March 2009 >.<

Just finished my music exam & i am sitting in the office. so much mixed feelings & i couldn't help but let a teardrop or two spill down my face...

had expected to do much better, esp for scales. pieces was alright, much to my surprise. aural was gd in parts that i didn't expect to do well & bad in parts which i had high expectations for. sight reading was not as easy as i thought but still managed to complete the piece. except tt my itchy hand went to repeat one of the parts... yes, not supposed to.

suppressing my emotions, went to meet mom & dad for lunch at Swensens. they seemed noncholant when i told them i didn't do beri well. think they were trying hard to suppress themselves as well.

sis is the ever so supportive one, sending me love smses all the way. i thank her for that & all the more don't want to get back my results. really can't bear to imagine the outcome...

darling morning called me to wake me up & wish me luck. he's so supportive too...

trying to lay all the morning extravaganza aside, & put a new start to other stuffs in life. have so many pics to upload, & so many places to go, so many movies to catch, & so many things i want to do! can finally rest my piano for awhile ^^

looking on the bright side, really want to thank teacher, that though he is so strict with me, this time esp, & i almost lose my head sometimes, yet he has put in countless hours of extra practices & made extra trips just to pull me thru my weaker topics. he even helped me overcome my unsurpassed fear of sight-reading, which is so amazing to me. ^-^

of cos, want to thank my faithful omnipresent Lord & Father, who has carried me go through these tough times & in the midst of my despair, when i was feeling so alone. Yet time & again He has assured me of His great love & faithfulness, & always pouring me with renewed hope & strength ^^

hees colorful post to some who has not only brought happiness, but also painted a rainbow in my life. love you all =D