Feeling terrible the whole day. The damn auto-tearing started last night, lasted til morning, or maybe afternoon. I hate it. Came to work with swollen blotchy eyes. MJ asked if i slept last night. I must have looked like shiat. Attitude to boss. Man. Melmel is giving way.
Just took my 100th breather outside these four walls. So cooped up inside. Desperately need my vivien babe's magic. But i didn't. Promises cannot be broken.
Did sth stoopid. Felt even worse. But i had wanted to do it. Can't regret. Great. Auto-tearing starting up again. Someone tell me what in the world's wrong with me.
Monday, 18 May 2009
